DEVASTATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it true? Through ur actions, you've "blurmarised" me.. ~~~~

Here came this Morning.. ahhh.. had that tringgling feeling that something is wrong,but everything seemed .. fine ? AT FIRST!

Bumped into my best buddy,Vic today! lollie.. huhu it's just so weird.. we're buddies,but we didn't even know we're in the same monorail.. XD was in the monorail & i just took a glance to the right & someone caught my eye. "hey.. That girl look familiar.." & to think that we didn't meet each other for quite sometime, & i still could recognise her from the back! wahaha.. Psychic.. =P I wasn't sure but i HAD that "sisters" feeling that she's the one. "Ah!! Message her to be safe.. hehehehehe..."

" Vic? R u in monorail??"

Was observing her as well. She faced her back at me the whole time,didn't realise I was there as well.. But we were at one end to another.. So near yet so far.. =.=" she was into her songs.. listening n listening.. then she looked down (assuming that she's searching her hp n reads my msg.. ) then she turned back!! ^^ AFFIRMATIVE! yay! it's her! haha but we couldn't chat.. ='( my station was near already.. sob................................................. I MISH U VIC!!!

I saw something which i'm not suppose to see..... cz i know,it'll hurt me... ="( i saw what i saw...

I trusted u...

Still considering whether i should take up my friend's job of being *cough* model for PC Fair or not.. 300+ per daaayY!!! it's like money just flows in like that wei!! >.<>

aih... nvm la.. i'm sure there'll be another time! ^^

I know u might think i fell for another guy, which is not true! He's my close friend which i knew him since form 2. I have my limits of friends. & u PERHAPS know that. =s But i guess,there's a third party coming into the picture. It's up to u if u r strong enough to stand for the decision that u've made. I've made mine. Have u? =( If i could, i wouldn't want to give up. But if u choose another path that would not meet me in the other end of the journey,or i should say, go together, i'll respect ur decision. I don't want to force. Though it hurts me of leeting u go n watching u with her, there's nothing i could do, but to wish u happiness. n i know i'm kinda direct talking to u right now if u read, but . i just had to let it out..

=( sowie.. i don't know what else to do when i saw what i saw. u might realise that i've avoided u today & last week. It was because i want to run away than to face the reality that there's another third party u're with.