DEVASTATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it true? Through ur actions, you've "blurmarised" me.. ~~~~

Here came this Morning.. ahhh.. had that tringgling feeling that something is wrong,but everything seemed .. fine ? AT FIRST!

Bumped into my best buddy,Vic today! lollie.. huhu it's just so weird.. we're buddies,but we didn't even know we're in the same monorail.. XD was in the monorail & i just took a glance to the right & someone caught my eye. "hey.. That girl look familiar.." & to think that we didn't meet each other for quite sometime, & i still could recognise her from the back! wahaha.. Psychic.. =P I wasn't sure but i HAD that "sisters" feeling that she's the one. "Ah!! Message her to be safe.. hehehehehe..."

" Vic? R u in monorail??"

Was observing her as well. She faced her back at me the whole time,didn't realise I was there as well.. But we were at one end to another.. So near yet so far.. =.=" she was into her songs.. listening n listening.. then she looked down (assuming that she's searching her hp n reads my msg.. ) then she turned back!! ^^ AFFIRMATIVE! yay! it's her! haha but we couldn't chat.. ='( my station was near already.. sob................................................. I MISH U VIC!!!

I saw something which i'm not suppose to see..... cz i know,it'll hurt me... ="( i saw what i saw...

I trusted u...

Still considering whether i should take up my friend's job of being *cough* model for PC Fair or not.. 300+ per daaayY!!! it's like money just flows in like that wei!! >.<>

aih... nvm la.. i'm sure there'll be another time! ^^

I know u might think i fell for another guy, which is not true! He's my close friend which i knew him since form 2. I have my limits of friends. & u PERHAPS know that. =s But i guess,there's a third party coming into the picture. It's up to u if u r strong enough to stand for the decision that u've made. I've made mine. Have u? =( If i could, i wouldn't want to give up. But if u choose another path that would not meet me in the other end of the journey,or i should say, go together, i'll respect ur decision. I don't want to force. Though it hurts me of leeting u go n watching u with her, there's nothing i could do, but to wish u happiness. n i know i'm kinda direct talking to u right now if u read, but . i just had to let it out..

=( sowie.. i don't know what else to do when i saw what i saw. u might realise that i've avoided u today & last week. It was because i want to run away than to face the reality that there's another third party u're with.

Sunday.. A tiring day? sorta.. =D

Shakespear..~>

instead of tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow,
it's Today Today Today..............................................................

Woke up half dead this morn. don't know why. don't feel like doing anything but sleep sleep and SLEEP!!! heh i think it's something called "STRESS & EXHAUSTED". =D
next Tuesday!! Moral Test.. =.=" aihhhzzz... see whether i'll still be around standing or dead already or not.. =p Monday,that is tomorrow.. Business Studies Quiz.. >.<

~~On mY wAy T0 ChuRch~~

FACE THE FACT! I'm 1 of the CAMWHORERS too!! =#

SNAP!!

Oh! Today,as usual, we had our dance practice again. heh It was quite tiring though. So when Ju Yi & I was practicing alone, we just move our hands n not much of our body.. like the selamba type.. lolzz!! I mish hanging out with her.. she's a fun fun fun girl.. hehe when i'm with her, i'll go hyper. haha like just now during service also i went hyper till she also beh tahan liao.. =P sowie Ju Yi!! heh

Not to forget...

Eunice and Abigail was at their song AGAIN! dunno what "nobody nobody but you" n then the clapping hand thing. haha some others got agitated. lol!! and now that song couldn't get out of my head alrdy.. huhu but to me,they look cute la doing that. =) not many friends rmbrs steps that they could do it together-gether.. huhuhu~~~

Bored+tiring+waiting+cooling down=RANDOMNESS...

Anyways! ALMOST forgot to add this also..

haha i think i had to agree on Boon Aun.. *ahem* only THIS TIME. keke that i have to live on veges only for this whole week!! cz at the end of our dance,where we had to POSE!! lol Noel & Boon Hoe had to carry me up! wahaha so.. in order to save their backbones and MIGHTY hands, i had to *slim* down.. LOL! which,it is true! i've got to slim down.. GOSH!! FAT FAT FAT!! >.<

BEHOLD!! I PRESENT U THE TEMPTING DELICIOUS nyam nyam AISU KURIMU!!!

THE END..... keke <3

Today & couple of days ago... =)

Let me start with... Saturday!! ^^ It's Treasure Hunt day.. huhu got excited over everything ....... HOWEVER... I was ALMOST late for my cheerleading! >.<" It wasn't my fault! =.=" thanks to the train.. I've waited for atleast 25mins after knowing I was already late!! aiks.. I almost burst into tears in the train. hehe but i hold it back. =D So yeah.. ATLEAST i got there in time and I ran all the way from Monorail to the Canteen non-stop. huhu quite tiring though. So,when it was our turn to perform.. All of us,(wait.. as i know, atleast ME ) was numbed!! My whole body numbed!! Imagine if u are standing infront of what 800 peoples??!!! >.< & the floor was soaking WET!!! =.= aih.. but Thank God everything turned out well.. =) We managed to take some pics too!! snap snap SNAP!! ^^

Go,Fight,Win! =P

yeaps.. after all the hardwork practices!! ^^


~GROUP PHOTO!! ALL MY BESTIES!! including Amanda which is obviously not in the pic.. haiz.. "so sad"~
TOGETHER-NESS

Everybody have a partner for Treasure Hunt.. Sadly,I don't. sobb!! But it's okay la.. Amanda has her reasons. haha it better be!! or i'll kill u!! XP huhu Oh! I found out that 1 of the blind participant is from Sabah as well! Habis berkurapak la that time.. huhu but it's fun knowing her. =) After all the Treasure Hunt thing.. Mei Cheen,Vanessa,Samuel,Ern Wei,Me n few others hanged out at Times Square.. But then the boys do their stuffs which is... at Cyber Cafe.. >.<>

The next day.... SUNDAY!! ^^

i'm speechless... so...

erm.. it's better that i let the pictures do the talking for me.. n LYAO! =D

as you could see here.. From the left: Adam (my sai lou=pretty boy) & Jonathan. =D

*that's my handbag btw!*

Joanne Foong & me... n also..... the out of nowhere appeared from behind.. VICKY!! XP

Monday Monday..?? PS:I know it kinda seemed like I'm blogging alot of days in 1 blog.. huhu bear with me k.. It's been ages since i LAST blog..

erm.. me got my MAGIC ICE at Desa Setapak alone while waiting for my parents.. huhu my favourite flavour.. = PLUM! ^^

couldn't really recall what's on monday though. sowie.. =.="

Tuesday Tuesday!! The MOST MEMORABLE DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I kicked some1's butt in arcade! xD yay!!! wahahahhaa!!! Played Daytona and another game which i forgot the name.. lol and ..... wahahaha I WON!!! n Tristan LOSE!!!!!!!!!!! XP wahahaha fun fun fun!! ^^ oh yeah.. Our moral class dismissed quite early and NO ECONS class that day! so.. Vanessa,Amanda & I went lepaking at TS. =D hehe naughty naughty! shhh!! =P and we saw LOTS of our friends going to TS. & we were wondering "why so many people going TS?". so I talked to them asking why suddly so many of them going TS,and they were excitedly telling me they're going for Baskin Robbins. so 3 of us,still clueless.. WHY??? cz it's like 1 whole big group going!! When we got there,alot of people were Q-ing up. Then we realised! OH!! It's 31st!! BR got 31%!! wahaha and we eventually bought also.. =D huhu

ARCADE TIME!!

COLLEGE'S LIFE

this is during the boredness of the bereconomicsing of the classy.. huhu

as you could ALSO see here *unless u r blind* the 21st Century of Jane Eyre..

Joanne,1 of my besties,getting a hold on Jane Eyre & copying her style. =P
& this is before Moral class starts.. say rawr!! =O

Yesterday,I helped out in CF Easter CrossRoads event. My job was "chasing" people away from the room.. but put it in a nice word.. it's called "urshering". =p huhu

At night, went visiting at my Aunt's place. =) new born baby!! ^^ huhu

~ Shane Dalyna Akbar Tay~ angugu cha! =P
then.. we go jalan-jalan cari makan!! ^^ atlast, jumpa STEAMBOAT!! huhu then .. we.. the SS camwhore queensss... memang la! have to take pics punya.. =3

<3



Beautiful Flower for my Beautiful Aunty

As for Today!! Caryn,Kuan Yu & I went to SPCA to do out community service.. There's this cranky old lady.. LOVES to mumble n rumble about EVERYTHING! EVERYTHING seems wrong to her. Must though let her do everything only.. >.< color="#ff6600">"If u don't demonstrate,how do we know how to do??!" LMSAO!! dai sei her!! Whatever lur.. atleast i got to play with those puppies! lots of puppies today!! ^^ yay!!

PS:sowie.. couldn't really recall what happened last few days..

Speechless.... >.< Is it a yes or a no? lol

Today got kids carnival! At my college combining with MGS. Had to be there at what time?? SEVEN am!! (u have to be joking! when Mr. Michael informed us. =.= I need sleep!!) >.< HECTIC!! goshhh.......... Study for exam,Classes,Driving classes,Dance practices,cheerleading,piano class, etc etc..

Anyway.. Back to the Carnival!! ^^ I'm glad that I could see the joy of happiness on their faces! Those underpriviledge children,thank God there's wonderful people that He created to bless those kids. ^^ huhu They're quite friendly too! heh Mingalaba! =) It was nothing much to do in Management Group,so i leisure my time with Mei Cheen=MC=Mariah Carey XD ,Sandy,Joanne & Amanda. huhuhuuhu... &&&& Nicholas redeemed for me a hp hanger!! ^^ huhu thx!! =D Really love today!! huhu

So,after the Carnival,me played basketball with Tze Lin,Mei Cheen,Tanuja,Dan & few others. =) primary school days was the last time I ever touched the ball.. huhu but i really did enjoyed! Though I can't shoot properly YET! hehe n n n I hurt my middle finger n my fourth finger! >.<>bleed!!!!!!! huhu though it hurts like crazy! heh& MC gave me 2 winnie the poohs! 1 wear blue shirt,the other wear pink shirt,so that means, girl & boy! heh Then there's a story that I made up but.... it's between me & Mei Cheen only.. haha she's soooo good! ^^ cz she love me n pity my finger!! haha i love u too MC!! =D Had alot of fun in carnival.. heh OH! FOrgot to say that when I was incharged of the Registration Counter..... GOSH!!! >.< I got 29 bites on my legs!! n 1 bite on my hand.. =.= sob!!!!!!!!!!!! I had mosquitoes war just now! lol Those people there too had their wars. XD MOSQUITO WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After the Carnival,MC & I went to KL central to lepak-the-king. huhu we ate corn in cup,& ice cream while exploring the place. haha she was sooo blurr just now! We passed by 2 Secret Recipe shops & she thought we only passed by 1. haha blur case.. =D But really had fun with her. huhu oh yeah! forgot to mentioned that she LOVES hitting my cap! >.<>> Take off my cap,comb my hair,then put it back on<<~~ everytime she hits my cap,i had to do that.. lol funny youuu... =) hehe really Really REALLY had fun today!! ^^ huhu

It's all about ....... TODAY!! ^^

lol went makan-ing with my darlings ... Andrea,Joanne,Amanda & Daniel. *all my friends k? im not les. XD* Anyway! We went makan-ing!! n before that!! They dumped me!! Dumped me alone!! They asked me to wait for Dan alone.. >.< soooobbb.. nehminds! humph!

So.. chit-chat non-stop.. but i agree n admit,i was quiet that time.. QUIET!! Believe it?? I can't too! XD huhuhu Pity Andrea that she have to "live" on white bread n Green Tea only.. lolx Then we tempted her by eating nicey solid food infront of her.. & me.. as Andrea said : "u're a very great friend sarah! what a great friend i have" XD i kept poking the roasted chicken skin on my plate with my fork which she WILL eat it when she can! XD huhuhu.. see her face with craving of delicious delicacies,makes me burst my lungs out.. lol.

Later then...

I went out for lunch again! With Tristan.. & his friend! XD see!! Happy now Tris?? I mentioned ur name only! XD roflmao! It was frigging HAWT!! & don't know HOW ON EARTH he could survive in that thick Jacket of his! He wore it the whole time! >.<> "hawt hawt hawt... hawt hawt hawt... *fanning myself with my hand* hawt hawt hawt". lol yesh.. they makan-ing...but me no no makan-ing.. XP diet! heh no la.. as i mentioned just now,i had my lunch with my darlings.. at the same kopitiam! =D huhuhuhu... soo.... we talked n talked n talked n talked. okay.. here,I'm talkative.. not quiet anymore.. keke After lunch,we went to 7E! yay!! Grab my favourite SLurrrrrrrrrrpee that i craved for! & a sweet that Tris owed me!! ^^ it took u sooo long to get me 1!! huhu yesh.. while drinking & walking.. (Jalan-Jalan sambil minum slurrrpee).

There's a car passing by.......... & Tristan didn't save me! Usually,people's fast nerve reaction is .. PULL PEOPLE IN TO A SAFER PLACE, but.. Tristan's way of "saving" is.. "CAR CAR CAR!!!!!!!!!".

..............

i'm like what the.... =.= my ear drums k! lol anyway..

THANK U TRISTAN!

XD (in a sarcastic way) wahaha just kidding k? huhu Pity Andrea that she had to go home early n missed out classes cz she had her tummy achy again.. aww.. hope u're okay! =) huhu Went home alil late to help out the CF upcoming event.. CROSSROADS ^^ be there k! huhu

Today Today(18/3/2008)!! =B

Today Today!! ^^ Woke up not soooo early this morn cz slept late at 2am. wahaha yesh.. so I was darn tired! Practically Exhausted u could say! ~.~ Got up,feeling lazy to walk,but pull myself up.. sobb!! how i wish today is Sunday!! >.< so i can release my stress n dance again! ^^

SO...

When I was on my way to college,which is already counted slightly tiny lil late.. huhu then my gastric pain came to pay a visit! =.=" ARRRGGGHH!! The pain is killing me!! & the queue of the monorail ticketing machine,GOSH......... I felt like "when r they gona move faster?? slow like turtle!! no no.. turtle are FASTER!!". Kept complaining n complaining deep inside my thoughts.

My friend said I was emo today.. lol which i *okay.. let's be bimbo!* like TOTALLY agree! like duhh.. XD huhuu...~~ Listened to my Fav song the WHOLE DAY!! ^^

Ryan Cabrera-True.

I wont talk
I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think

I dont look
But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afraid to move

Im weak

Its true

Im just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go

ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

~How i wish someone would sing this for me!! >.<

Anyway... During Bussiness Studies,Feeling Bored? Yes,we were! >.< this =".="">

In reply to her... my piece of art was ........

heh & Caryn was pretty hyper that time as well.. XD she kept laughing when Ms Lee teached about "massage the account". haha But i'm happy that she's hyper.. XD found someone like me.. lol

hmm.. nothing particular about yesterday... just a normal day.. =) huhuhu...

Orientation Camp 2009! ^^

Wondering if March's orientation camp was fun?? =) yes it is! hehe but sorry! forgotten to snap pictures.. >.<>



Nyway,1st day at camp, (as usual...) boring.. don't know what to do.. don't know what's next kinda thing. Setting up the tent by ourselves! Girls' power! yay! ^^ huhu bear in mind that it was raining.. *imagining it again* & wet.. & we almost didn't have a tent for ourselves! >.<> Someone ****** promised to help me to set up the tent for Dorothy & I thought would be just us two.. BUT.......?? huhu nevermind. =) i don't blame u.. keke I understand! ^^ & u went searching for my skittles and eventually bought for me.. aww.. thank u!! =D by doin that,i forgive u! At night,we had our No Apologies talk. Me & my gfs just kept burst out laughing for everything.! yeah.. EVERYTHING.. can't blame me for being hyper.. =D it's all about the skittles sugar rush! XD there's 2 ladies in the video clips are also called Sarah. Lots of my friends kept looking & teasing me saying I was "naughty". lol ABSTINENCE friends! I HAVE ABSTINENCE! XD

Later then..


We went for Night walk!! =D my very first experience though.. hehe It was quite scarrryyyy... but with the comfort and the feeling of security I have from Amanda,Mei Cheen,Daniel,and my cousin sis,Sandy, I braved my heart to the very end and with the nikey's motto or whatever, "JUST DO IT". There I went! =)


While we're on the way....... we were entertained by Brian Aaron. =) He's a funny guy.. Random jokes.. but funny.. X) People were shinning their torchlights to the back,(why on earth would they want to do that?? >.<) to left,to the right,up,n down.. Basically EVERYWHERE! In my heart <3 ,was like "please don't let me see any supernatural n abnormal thing! i want to live peacefully!". Thank God I didn't. =) I knew His protecting my eyes.


WHILE we were chit chatting,which we weren't suppose to make noise,nor call each others' names.. keke i just closed my palm.. n SUDDENLY..........



i felt this crawling,slimy,squeezable,little creature on my hand! Straight away a picture of leech came into my mind. The first name i called was Amanda.. lol! Though she freaked out too.. lol! Luckily Daniel was there.. With the "calm-ness" that he,Amanda,n Mei Cheen gave,i calmed alil but still freaking out.. XD thanks u guys.. =D n thanks to DD! X) love youss.. We managed to get back to tent safely.. ^^

2nd Day..


we were supposedly going for Stream Trotting. But they expected a big rain there so it was canceled. sob! Mr. Michael said : "safety first". Instead,we did small stream trotting opposite the dining hall. huhu It was quite fun though. :) managed to shower and do girls stuff that is ~~TALK~~ hehe Later then,HEAVY rain came pouring down! so we just played cards with Ruth,Jun Ern ( if i spelled ur name correctly! >.<)Daniel n me! before that was with Anthony! huhu brought 1 BIG pack of Cheezels,the next minute ? GONE! HABIS! FINISH! Boh liao! Lol nvm! sharing is caring.. =) was meant to be shared as well. heh at night,was the night! Presentation time.. huhu My group was doing Dark Knight,setting:chicken farm and CHaracter: Indiana Jones.. Guess what was my role? Dark Chic.. >.< me="Dark" ashley="chickens." brian="The" reyhan="Indian." xiang="Ah" hui="Jones." hou="bapak">




However,I was stressed about something ..... but i try to act nothing happen infront of others. Only those who r close to me,saw n knew what happened. Anyway! Glad i'm okay now cz i got a confirmation that it was just a false alarm. =D huhu praise God.. But my gastric pain strikes me again.. >.<>


3rd Day..


We had games early morning.. All of us got wet.. but it's fun! X) it's all about teambuilding and teamwork! Together as 1,we will achieve our goals. but in this case,though we didn't win anything,i'm still proud of my group! =) In my heart,we won the 1st prize. huhu Then we had photo session! ^^ though it's blurrrr n tiny!! Orientation Camp 6-8th March 2009 @ Tapah Sufes Campsite



hehe.. On our way back home,Anthony showed Magic tricks with my cards. huhu quite fun! ^^ everything fun fun! huhu Brian,with his Creative Artistic hands,put toothpaste on people who's sleeping! I Present u :Brian's piece of Art!



HIS PIECE OF ART! =)

Anyway,i'm kinda happy and beginning to miss that camp. =) I realised that there's where and that's when u built a rapport & drew closer to evryone. A Getting-to-know each other. Nice people u could find there! ^^ Hope to have another camp! But this time,it's chalets! >.< & beds! & Pillows! & blankets! & "safe n secured" shelter!