Sarah Lee's World.

I'm B.A.C.K

2010-04-29T10:35:00.004+08:00

yea yea.. I know I'm really outdating my blog. So now I'm updating it after quite some time. ;P but I'm back blogging now since im dead bored.

Fyi, life has been going through all kinds of ups and downs. From getting a stamp of approval from my hot mama on my relationship with Ben, to going through headaches because of Literature course works. *drops dead* but i'm pretty happy now as we're going to hand it in our final copies to Madam and that's it! After that, u'll be seeing me taking a looooooooooooooooooooong and comfortable nap on anywhere i find comfortable to sleep at. haha don't be too shock if I end up sleeping in the Ladies'. lol which i hope i won't because it stinks,fyi. D:

ever experience onlining and facebooking during class? i did. but in 2 classes only? i know it's wrong but there's nothing i could do that time. and HOW OFTEN could u that? haha anyways, what i'm trying to say is that we should have our own lappies for classes so that we could browse through online whenever we want to look up for information instead of waiting for the class to dismiss, travel all the way back home, on your computers and check whatever you wanted to check on. If we did it pretty much earlier in class, we could go into further discussion on the particular topic, don't you think so? *winks*

Daddy, if you're reading this, i need a lappie on my own! Preferably, a very very light and mini one. Because I'll be carrying it around in the future like I'm doing now. And suffering from backaches and shoulder aches for carrying a big bulky lappie around the college, to and fro the college. Fyi, i'm carrying it EVERYDAY! Feel that pain! *moans* pls pls pls.. And it's not like after A Levels I wouldn't be using it anymore.. If I don't, I could officiate it by saying "My internet and computer's life is dead." Puhleasseeee.. haha

Plus, I have been having this DSLR fettish recently. Why not? DSLR is soooo cool if u push aside the bulkiness of it. haha but i love it! It gives u the feeling of a "professional photographer" Ooolala. haha I love taking pictures ever since camwhoring time. lol but that was basically of myself okay. haha but I love taking pictures of sceneries, things, animals, etc etc. *smiles* haha

Daddy, if you're reading this again, haha i would like to have a DSLR along with the laptop yea.

Now, im on a study break. *sigh* finals in 3 weeks time. >.<>

So now, calling all A Lvls students, strive for it Babeh! ;)

REAL update. =D

2009-11-15T18:23:00.006+08:00

Caramel when it was 2-3 weeks old if not mistaken. :)

on the left, Caramel. Right, Sugar! <3

Cleopatra! the mother of two. =) when she's 10 weeks old.

Julius. 9 weeks old. :)

see!!! 1 ear up 1 ear down! :D me call Sugar :helicopter!! =D hehehe why? if u notice, Cleopatra's ears are down, n Julius's ears are up! so the result is : 1 up 1 down!

Glutton rabbit! >.<

Current pic of both of them. adorable right right RIGHT?!! u better say yes! :D

Ok ok.. here's a REAL update k? =D haha (don't wana get scolding again) =P

Today's such an INTERESTING day which lead me to lots of thinking but have nothing to say. why say so? here's why.

This morn, i drove my mom n my aunt to church. well, it was pretty tensed up. as usual la.. :) Anyhow, after church service, Dorene & I hopped on to my car to pick my mama n aunty guey. So, we were caught up with an "issue" n lots of things were going thru my head, n i was paying too much attention to the car beside me,hoping i wouldn't bang it as i was reversing. And then *BOOM!* ..... i banged into the tour bus behind me.. >.<>

Honestly, i panicked. uhuh.. my very first time. :S i got down from the car, look behind. 1st thing in my mind was :Look at the bus. how much damage can it be?
I looked, "nahh.... just paint that came off." n look to my car " *Gasp!! D= dented. =( sob.. " Luckily,Carmen's dad was there to help me awhile. he asked me to drive out n then things gets more tense. people came out to look n everyone was staring at me. that kind of feeling. uhuh.. n the driver, was sitting down under the shade, eating glutton-ly. yeap. Uncle tries to negotiate with him, n he was soooo agressive k? people talk to him nicely,he must show his agressiveness scolding me n bla bla bla. saying i have to pay RM 1 k. r u INSANE?! for a paint that came out alil which NOBODY could notice, n if u spray also, doesn't even cost more than rm300 k i bet. i could even paint it back for u using nail polish n WALAH. all set. ish.. but his ego-ness and agressiveness took place n he was eating n talking at the same time with food spitting out from his mouth. disgusting right? i obviously moved away from him. XD oh yea, when another tour bus came, he even asked the other driver to knock my car. i was speechless the whole time so uncle did the talking when my mom was on the way there.

Soooo... when my mom came, HAHA this is the FUNNIEST moment i've ever experienced k! ROFLMSAO!!! he hid in the shop. he doesn't wna come out to face my mom. Where is that BIG ego and Agressive so-called BIG man went to huh? meet my mom! the "female lion" of the house man! SERIOUS weh.. he really didn't wna come out! he chicken out! HAHA my mom was like "where is he?? ask him to come out." to the other fella n he replied "he's inside. he doesn't want to come out. talk to my boss la." so my mom talked to the boss n all. It was my fault. yes. but it's HIS fault too! it's a straight road with no parking box for BUS! so he CAN'T park there k dude... so after all the negotiation, the boss agreed that we don't have to pay n sendiri pandai-pandai kau tim with our own vehicle. cz i took pics n to prove also that they're wrong if police reports are needed to be done. so yeap. everything went well. i really THANK GOD that i have a mother like that. =D don't ever underestimate her ability k? the moral of the story is, "DON'T MESS WITH WOMEN!" :D hurray to my mama kesayanganku! <3>

Meet my Rabbits!! ^^ the parents' name are Cleopatra and Julius, n their babies are Caramel and Sugar. <3

Sugar's ears was 1 up 1 down last time, n now.. tadaa!!! <3

After all the wonderful day Lord, i read thru a touching blog although it's simple but it certainly make me realise that i need to start praying for the lost that they'll find their way to U as U lead them to Ur way. =) & for those i love dearly that are saved as well. :)

Update Update.

2009-11-10T20:20:00.002+08:00

Lol..
*Update update!!! by Ju Ju, Yi Ting n so onnnn..

yes yes.. i know my blog is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long dead. but .. can't help it la.. so lazy to update! >.< size="5">PROMISEEEE!!!! love ya!!!

ps: me <3>

~juju
~nessa
~onlia
~jojo
~ting
~quin
~jer
~ba
~Bo
~Be
~MC
~Dy
n etc etc!!! <3

Hello Sweden! =)

2009-08-10T22:18:00.002+08:00

The title says it all. =) 

Yeap, I'm in Sweden. Just arrived Stockholm around 7am.

Got 2 air tickets to Sweden last minute. Actually, a day before the departure which was yesterday night. 1st class babeh! haha red wine was served upon ur request. We had Satay, Salad, yoghurt, Lamb Shank n etc etc. =) it's delicious! but i couldn't eat breakfast on plane. Was having air sickness. =( too bad.
oh yeah! Air stewardess made our bed too! =D hehe
After 11hrs + of flight, finally we've reached Sweden! The place here is nice! Super nice! They're quite clean,environmentally friendly! which is GOOD! =) oooo!! i just love "sighsee-ing" Ang MoS! haha

Breakfast was on the house of the Hotel. OMG. Smoked Ham, Boiled Ham, Half boiled eggs, Hard boiled eggs, scrambled eggs, sausages, VARIOUS types of breads! Cheese,they have soft cheese, medium cheese and as well as strong cheese. Many MANY types of yoghurts! n their yoghurts r RICH! it's so delicious! =9 they also have different kinds of tea leaves which is all self service. which is also a good feeling that u do it on ur own. =) i love self service! u name it! they just have varieties of food that i went for soooo many rounds for the 1st time in breakfast! XD lol i'm gonna be fat!

Anyway, we haven't explored much yet. Daddy is down with headache which he describe as "feel my head wanted to (instead of saying in english, he used the chinese way of speaking, ) BAO ZHA! " haha n he is still resting on bed now. HOPE he get well soon! i wana go SHOPPING! haha
We just went to their supermarket which is just downstairs. it's super freezing inside,i tell u! GOSH! but it's nice! their stuffs r wayyyyy better than ours! n their marinated chicken that we just bought it back to the hotel, omg.. HEAVEN CHICKEN! haha delicious! tender meat, herbed skin, n it's still warm. =) ahhh. what a lunch! oh btw, now it's Summer time, 20 degree celcius and 4.40pm! Will soon update!

Love u guys. pictures will be uploaded after the trip! no cable right now. =) <3

2009-07-26T00:58:00.002+08:00

Kena tagggeeeddd.. rofl
it's funny cz some of my frens taggie rules r alil diff so ..
by this is the standard rules.
Tagged by Kah Yun! =)

1. What have you been doing recently?
~being a couch potato! =D

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
~yeahh.. during exams only. Or else, NOPE! =)

3. What happened at 10am today?
~Selling food n drinks at Games Carnival!

4. When did you last cry?
~Thursday,23rd of July. =(
but im better now.

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
~er... I believe in my destiny that God has set for me?

6. What do you want in life now?
~Celebrities to be my friends! XD
just jk. well erm.. since i have God in my life already,so i guess more on true friends? and closer relationship with family?

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
~it depends. If I have an umbrella,i would use it. If I only have hood,what choice do i have then? =)

8. What's your favourite thing to do in bed?
~ ... sleep? what else? oh! Dreaming! =P

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
~short pants.
10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
~ermmmmmmm.........
11 Do you tend to make relationships compilcated?
~ why would I want to make relationships complicated when I'm always praying I'll ever find a healthy relationship??

Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
~errr... naahhh

13. What was the last movie you caught?
~Ice Age 3!! haha damn faaarrrnneyy XD

14. What are you proud of?
~To have God in my life! =D n that I have driving license alreadyy!!

15. What does the oldest test message in your inbox say and who is it from
~"Atleast can see hot guys.. haha XD " -Celynn

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
~cant rmbr? hee

17. Do you have any nicknames?
~Paris Hilton-by Ju Yi, SaPinky-by Sophia n Sabrina, alooooot la.!! cant rmbr!

18. What does the newest text messgae say and who is it from?
~" o.. ok.. haha!!!! " from Darren. Lol

19. What time did you sleep last night?
~3am? =)

20. Are you currently happy?
~So so.. ahah

21. Who gives you the best advice?
~depends. =)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
~Na'ah.. hee

23. Who did you talked to on the phone last night?
~Amanda. =D

24. Is something bugging you right now?
~yeaps. feel like kicking "someone's" ass.. XD

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
~laugh as in laugh non-stop? See Yau. but always makes me laugh would be Andrea,Mei-Cheen,Joanne,Sandy,Jer,Ju Yi,Boon Aun,Boon Hoe,Dorene n etc etc!!

26. Do you like yourself?
~I'm happy with what God gave me. =) althhhoooough sometimes I could still be unsatisfied. what do u expect? im human as well.

27. You want $5 or $10?
~How much could u give?

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
~Yeahh.. when I did some silly things infront of hot ang moS.. Lol then i'll feel stupid.

29. Who is your best best best friend?
~God. If friends around me,well, ALOT

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
~it depends. =D

31. Who are your favourite stars?
~toooooooo many..

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
~when she nags. =) as usual.

33. Do you had even stead before?
~Hhhhhmmmmmmm

34. What type of boy do you like?
~Sincere,hot,kind,sensitive to girl's feelings,caring, loving,sociable,n etc etc. Most important thing, TRUTHFUL to me.

35. Now are you single/attached?
~Single!! =D haha!

Pass this tag to 10 people!
1.Ju Yi
2.Vivian
3.Victoria
4.Andrea
5.Nick
6.Joanne
7.Sandy
8.Mei-Cheen
9.Vanessa
10.Amanda

1. Would you date number 5?
~maybe? Lol but we seldom get to see each other.

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do u react?
~I'll be like .. "Oh Mi GAAAWWWDDD!! Vivi, r u oookkkaaayyyyy?!!! can u hear me? can u see me? how many fingers am i pointing up? wait.. do u even know me?!" =P

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
~Me no BF at the moment.. hee n even if she does, I trust her.

4. You come home and and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
~Andrea, i know u got room raid by Rosie. haha so r u gna do it to me now??

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
~Ju Yi.. r u alright? =S haha

6. Numbers 3 & 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
~haha Amanda will kill both of them. n Mei-Cheen & Amanda doesn't know who's Vic. n vice versa. =)

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
~ooohhh!!! what concert?! is it to ur DanceArt concert,Sandy??

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
~r u sure?? maybe in future.

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
~Andrea,where r u going? where is the "other side of the world"? Fried food land? together with Mr.Oil n Mr.French Fries? HAHA

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
~ahaaa! then i'll say I duno Mei-Cheen.. =P

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
~Sandy, haha u can have my blanket instead..

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
~I wish! haha! cz my parents wouldn't allow me to hang out with a guy at night. =(

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
~Why bus? take cab la.. =P

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
~Is it life or death? no? Goodnite Jo! zzzzzz...

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
~haha if she dares.

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
~awww.. i hope it won't happen.. =)

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
~hahaha i knew Vivi can't cook/bake. =P jkjk

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
~Ooooohh!! Andrea!! Will u??!! I would LOVE to have 1!!! =D in my room!! wooooHhhh!!!

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
~I wishhh!! haha Andrea! my present k?? =P

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
~ish ish ishkk.... * clicks tongue* this Vanessa ar.. so childish.. =P

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
~Oh Puhleeaaassseeee Ju Yeh! u're not!!

22. Number 7 looks lonely.
~awww.. Sandy.. r u okay? =3

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
~Never been there. She's such a sweetie. Actually, never seen her in a moody situation! =D she's happy go lucky.

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
~Oooh!! I wish I wish I wish!! I would love to!!

25. Number 6 decide to dye his/her hair black. What do you say to that?
~er.. why don't try other colours instead? =D since urs is already black

26. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
~Omg! i hope nothing happens to Sandy!

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
~Vanessa... *hugs* dun crrryyy.. =(

28. Numbers 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle you at once.
~Bring it On! haha

2009-07-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

I say HELLO to NEW LIFE! again.. hahaa

To A,

i told u i wanted to tell u something after ur exams. Isn't it? What i wanted to tell u is that i'm beginning to 5683 u. yes. stupid me of cz. but oh well, since u've decided it,u got it! =) supposedly tmrw will be the anniversary but of cz,u wouldn't know. or should i say,don't even care?

Enough about it.. =) i have Ju Yi,who has been my greatest comforter although she's not around me PHYSICALLY n my siao siao fren. =) Jeremy,who has been the BEST guy fren ever! Andrea,my buddy who can embarass me in public by suddly listening to her songs n imitatingly singing. XD Joanne,who is another siao fren of mine in coll.. =) love u alll... <3

Andrea,she can go crazy at times. lol sry andrea..
this girl ar.. we were at McD today,n she was listening to her song,as usual. & i was looking arnd. n she suddly said to me "dun look elsewhere."
i was like .... WHY???? in my mind * omg!! got pai lang is it?? or or or something bad behind me is it??* n my heart beats VERY fast! N she said "the lyrics.. -dun look elsewhere.." i was lk ... =.=" zadou man za dou.. haha oh well.. typical Andrea. she even calls herself
I AM KANAK-KANAK SPECIAL.

yday,Andrea wrote something on my paper. she said she could sponsor me that food. n so i read,i thought i saw "EAR PORRIDGE". scary isn't it? but actually it's "eat porridge." Luckily. =D

HALLO EVELYBODY!

2009-06-24T21:35:00.028+08:00

I know i know.. It's been awhile that i haven't been updating my bloggie.. =) But!! I have my own storyyyyy!! =D

Last wednesday,let me hear u say BERTOLAK! yeah babeh.. Kita pegi jln2 di Malacca! Haha Boy,i miss Malacca. haha although i've been there like twice only? Lol
Why was i so excited?? cz i was soooooooooooooooooo BORED at home doing nothing. XD

So Malacca,i came to u,didn't i? ;D

So there we went on Wednesday.. Ada jugak la gambar2 diambil. couldn't resist it! Haha me love sceneries..

this looks like dragon cloud rite? hehe

Well,of course when there's nothing to do in the car.. Itchy hands starts to take actions.

snap snap SNAP!

still SNAPPING

Oh,fyi,i went with my cousin sis first. Then will soon meet up with my aunties,uncle n granny at Malacca the next next day! geehee
When we arrived there,we went makan! Jalan2 cari makan! hehe we went to eat Vegetarian food.

cousin sis (on the phone with her fren):let's go for Veg Food

I was like .. what's so nice abt Veg food? it's all FLOUR!!

Then.. DENG DENG DENG DENG!! OMG!! it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO superb uber delicious!! Heaven! I love their Abalone Mushroom,Fish,Butter Prawn and Tou Fu! lmsao but bear in mind that those are all FLOUR.. but it was Delicious, DELICIOUS!! erm.. later then,we got our own plans la.. haha my lips are sealed. =# Next day! We went to makan2 at Family Heritage. Oh Mi Gawd.. Their portion is SO Damn BIG yor! I'm like ..Dang! I can't finish. So we tapau it back home. =D lol few hours later,got hungry again. XD so there goes my chao fan into my belly! =P So far as i could recall,i didn't really get to do much things cz cousin got sick. =( boohoo.. I was her nurse of the day. Putra,Mable's bf came to pick us up to send my cousin sis to clinic.Most of the clinics are closed that time. Oh well,we managed to find 1 later on. Most funny part is that when my cousin sis went alone into the room,next thing she came out and told me ..

"Instead of she treating me well,she was crying on the phone."

we were like huh? r u sure? n we laughed about it. Lol Oh well,whatever happens doctor,u should give ur priority as a doctor to ur patients isn't it? After that,we went to Station 1 to mam mam! =) i ordered Mushroom Soup,n Tuna Crossaint! uhuuhu it was delicious! but i was eating like a pig. It's a mess! n i met a another new friend! Named Sarah as well! =D

makan-makan at Station 1
Mable said I was moving my hands so fast while eating that's why my hands were caught "blurry".. HAHA pHushhaw!!

The Next day!! We met up with my aunties n granny n uncle n i crashed into my uncle's place cz i couldn't sleep well. I guess it's bcz of first time sleeping at my cousin's place n it's HOT inside there. Sauna okay! =P sry che .. ahaa But i had great time with u though!

Yes,finally,i felt the breeze blowing at my face,my hair,oh mi gawd.. Heaven.. Lol nah.. it was the Heavenly electronic thingy that i longed for.. AIRCOND! huu.. I drop "dead" on my uncle's bed n slept like a .. pig.. again? Lol

but here.. i wasn't sleeping as u can see.

Just to show how much i enjoyed AirCond yo! =P

Then we went out makan at Thong Sui restaurant. Their Pan Mee still can't beat KL's Pan Mee.. Oooo llala!!!! i miss KL's Pan Mee!! they called it "Mee hoon Kuih Soup" over there.. ( if I'm not mistaken)hehe I drank Sea Coconut with Longan n White fungus. Ooops! Did i just said FUNGUS? but it's edible la.. heee

After that we went to Dataran Pahlawan! There I did my business agaiN! SHOPPING!!!!!

Yes! Their shoes there r HEAVEN!! SALES!!! Oh mi gawd! I just can feel their callings! haha but i remembered "DO NOT FALL FOR TEMPTATION". Yes! I said NO! MIRACLY i said NO! xP

haha But i bought alot of things also la. hehe i couldn't resist it.. I bought a new sunglasses as well.. keke

We visited quite a number of places la i can say.. To the Dataran Pahlawan,Red Houses,Eye On Malaysia,and etc..

Eye On Malaysia!

Talking about Jonker Street. I love their place! Their environment! it's SOOO diff from KL. DIff from pasar malams. REALLY.. i bought lotsa things too! I ALMOST bought the earring hanger n necklace hanger too. But i was like RM25 for that small thing? Might as well do myself,paint it on my own,with my peluh n fingerprints.. =P I bought an UMBRELLA! ahaha quite unique la.. it looks like a bottle. Haven't snap a picture of it yet.. Next time k? =)

So after makan2 after lunch the next day..

I was singing in the car.

Lead Actress:Sarah

Actor:Uncle

Sarah:"Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan".. eh! sry sry! it's "Jalan-Jalan Makan Angin!"

Uncle: Apa makan Angin? sudah kenyang nie masi mau makan ka? Jalan- Jalan Buang Angin!

haha There we went Jalan-Jalan Buang Angin.. =P except for me of course!

Oh yeah.. I "invented" a watch. Lol!

I called it the Protection Ray Ban watch. XD

TADAAA!!!

*ahem* They have few benefits of it is ..

1st,it's a "glass protection" from scratches of cz..

2nd,when u wna see what time it is,just take off the sticker n place it back once ur done! haha! im so lame at this.. but it was funny la. my aunt also laughed when i wasn't aware,she purposedly asked me what time is it.. n i just look at my watch,forgetting the sticker there. haha n she burst into laughters.

the truth is..

that sticker was from my sunglasses. Lol but i stick it on my watch..

Hahaaaaa

Oh,the last day of visiting Malacca,we went to a shop opposite the famous chicken rice ball. Dang.. can't rmbr what's the name of the shop. But it's certainly definitely n confirmed not Tan Kim Hock. Lol

n according to Reuben,he bumped into me there! But.. Unfortunately,I didn't see him. =P sorry!

uhuh.. see this Big Lollies?

Aren't they Delicious?! ahhaaa

after buying things,off we go to our next destination! PORT DICKSON!
see the light? yeah.. It's a beauty!
Looooong way to go.. =)

Then we met my family in PD. Dropped by aunt's hse n celebrated Father's Day! =)

I'll update soon! have to sleep now! =) nitez all!

Updates.

2009-06-11T22:00:00.007+08:00

i know i know.. it has been ages since i last updated my blog. haha n sudah kena soooouuunnndddd from Ju Yeh... =P okok here are my updates!

Last Thursday, we went to Amelia's birthday party! =D it was fun though.. cz get to hang around with "The Crunkz". Lmsao. I love the swing.. the band.. Going psycho with Ju Yi,Dorene,Jer,Boon Aun n so on.. huhu

My Babez!! <3

Jer ~ jie jie jie jie jie jie!!! ang gu gu gu CHAK!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

~the WE~

talking about food? Don't ask me.. Haha i was on DIET. LOL ask Ju Yi.. She was enjoying herself like she hasn't been eating for the past 1 month. haha ~ n Ju Yi.. u better watch what u're eating! u fatty liver of urs!~ =P

Ju,so so so sorry for not be able to visit u when u were admitted to hosp.. Oh Mi Gawwwwddd... i'm so so so so sorry.. >.<

Yesterday........

10th Of June 1991,the date,month n year i was born into this world full of challenges,disappointments,happiness,mournful, n so onnnnn.

n yes.. Yesterday was 10t June 2009. It has been 18 years. n i m still alive. Lol Thank God. =) but i've been through times of happiness,sadness,devastated n soooo ooooonnnn....

Yesterday,i went out with few of my friends. Honestly, i wasn't in the mood. Things i expected to do yesterday, turns out REALLY wasn't what i expected to do. I refuse to mention it publicly but only my besties knows la.. =* erm i couldn't take it any longer. n after a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong FREE calls with Ju Yi, i decided to head home. I couldn't hold it back. Something dropped on my face. Cold,Sad,Fearful,disappointed liquid. I touched it. It was clear. Clear as if it was sooooo obvious for me to see.. JUST OPEN YOUR EYES,Sarah!! it's sooo obvious! n i've been foolishly hoping again.. Then i started to burst into tears. Haha Publicly,on the phone with Ju Yi. AND on my birthday. lol yeah.. I did it. =S

"Sarah.. Just go.. Just leave." ~ Ju Yi.

n i left. right after the movie. Went to my aunt's place,grab 1 pint of Very Berry Strawberry,watch tv n cry. haha pathetic thing to do to celebrate my bday right? XD

oh well.. it's better than i stay n make everybody got involve. But 1 thing,i've made "mind of mine". I'm not blind,stupid n neither foolish again to trust u soo much. U just lost it. Sorry. I thought Everybody deserves a 2nd chance. I guess if we didn't cherish it,yet imply the wrong message to other people again, we just lose it again..

Enough with the sad stories! Lol erm.. here's a token to those who wished me Happy Birthday!! haha thank u guys! It's the thought that counts! ;) hehe

-And special thanks to my parents,bro,relatives for celebrating my birthday! haha n I'm getting a car on my own for my bday present! How great is that?! Lol

-Cheers to Ju Yi,who has been comforting me the whhhhoooolllleeee day of my birthday n was there for me. =D AND not forgetting,she insisted she wants to be the last to wish me on my bday,n guess what? she was 12 minutes late! Hahaaaa.. 12 minutes Ju Yi!! 12!! told u,u'll wish me late. But i still love u! <3>

-Yum Seng to Dorene as well, for being able to talk to me with free phone calls of mine,although she was busy with her mission trip stuffs. =)

-Yo to Daniel,the skaterboy, haha for being my koh koh n we're gonna go late nights gigs! =D yay!

-Love Vivi,for being such a sweeeety! haha

-Ampunk-ers Nicole for gonna belanja me Beef Glass Noodle Soup. =P

-Amanda! WHO TOTALLY FORGOT MY BIRTHDAy!!! haha but still called me a day later to chitchat. *as long as u spend on me more than RM50,u're forgiven!* XP

-Joanne Ong,for remembering my bday!!! awww!!! =D

-Vic,for wishing me late. Lol it's okay! i still love u! <3

yes.. n soooooo many more!! gosh. i couldn't even recall la! hhaha

Oh btw!! I passed my road test.. but failed my 1st part of the test! >.<>.<>

i was coming out alrdy.. ='( if not,i would have license now.. sighh.. it's okay. next test =25th June! wish me luck!span>

My World with friends!! ^^

2009-05-09T15:20:00.010+08:00

GAH!!!!!!!!!! can't believe that i'm not gonna see my seniors anymore!!! =( sob!! boy how i wish they can stay longer!! and and and Ms Mel wouldn't go.. ='( oh boy...

Anyway.. found some old pictures.. =D

ME!! In Kimono! ^^

My cousin..

THEN!!

i found another pic!! HAHAHA!!!

Couldn't recall.. =)

2009-04-25T13:17:00.000+08:00

Can't recall how long since i've blogged. And can't recall what had happened last few days.. =) sowie..

Anyways!! haha didn't know my college friend knows my "cousin" ,by right, he's my Uncle.. haha Same Age,younger than me by few months, but he's still my uncle somehow.. =P and according to my friend, my uncle Sam, is very GUAI in school.. woah.... can't believe it. huhu

oh yeah.. Koh Koh also treat me Baskin Robbins.. wahaha actually i could get 1/2 Gallon all by myself.. but paiseh lur.. =P so.. from 1/2 Gallon to 1 pint to 1 cone. haha

haha i saved his wallet. =D

fun fun fun!! Praise God i have such loving friends.! ^^

2009-04-15T20:21:00.011+08:00

Last Saturday,11th of April.

haha it's so uber fun hanging out and go crazy with my dancemates. LOL they'll just do crazy stuffs with everything.. haha We practiced and present it to the Kings' Kids teachers. +0 however,Not all of us are there though.. so we're kinda sesat.. XD haha need more practice! yeah... "PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT" :D

After dancing, haha Jer,Boon Aun and Boon Hoe saw the "toy car" ( that are for age below 6 atleast) they sat on it, and even race with it.. >.< color="#66ff99">, Boon Hoe and Jer raced together and Boon Aun became the "hot girl" who says "Ready,Get Set,GOOOOO!!" haha yeaps... he did it! XD with his short pants,annd tugged-in shirt and and and NOT FORGETING! He posed as well.,.. ada styyyllleee... haha i have the video with me. But don't know why can't upload into the lappie.. >.< crapp!! see how la.. =D haha it's uber fetching!! haha and thanks to Jer... he saw me taking video, but still knock me.. =.=" haha oH!! They drifted as well.. XD lol!! I don't know what else to say.. haha

Another Video. haha

Moreover, haha this is the most embarassing part but.. we were talking about doing spilts. And Boon Aun wants to try it.. haha & he was like ... XD i REALLY don't know how to describe it! haha ask Ju Yi for the video personally.. XD don't want to embarass him la.. huhu *someone* who i don't want to mention his name for "safety" reasons and for preventing from public humiliation and without his approval also, haha wored Ju Yi's butterflies skirts.. huhu!! and we put fake boobs on him too!! XD speechless..... =P But he was too shy so that's why i didn't want to state his name here.. =)

nice bodeh eh? =p

After that! We had free ice creams!! Thanks to MINGO MINGO! ^^ huhu Ju Yi was uber hyper that day.. that she could bimbo all the way from church, to NexGen, to MingoMingo shop, and back to church.. LOL!! But when she was on her way back to church,she was tired edi.. XD haha but she's darn GOOD in bimbo-ing la!! OhMiGawwwwddd!!!! I'm like soooo uber salute u!! haha She's a great friend. =D she will always make me go hyper.. haha Won't fail.. Lol!! Then she left me for Archuleta's concert!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< ='( i wanted to go as well.. But i have exams starting on Monday.. >.<>.<>

Sunday!! ^^ Easter Day!! When Jesus was ressurected from the DEAD!!! AMEN!! ^^ I LOVE U JESUS!! =)

It's our day!! ^^ huhu it's show time!! =D most of us dressed up like oldies. We tried to la.. But still got the "modern day looks'' haha but it was nice! ^^ haha snap some pictures too!! huhu.. But Boon Aun wasn't in the pic.. =( he was at Kings' Kids when we took this pictures.. U're still one of us Boon Aun!! =)

cam whorers..!! ^^ washroom Queens! haha
group pics! ^^ Without Eunice,Abigail and Boon Aun.
Another group photo session! but without Boon Aun and Abby. =)
Another picture of us!! ^^
my super cool eyes sista,Vic

free nuggets for us after the dance!^^ waa!!

After dancing.. bla bla bla.. huuhu.. went for my driving classes with Mr. Yong. gah!! Don't drive so fast!! BREAK!! Slow down!! Don't be scared!! Go!! Tekan Minyak!! -.-" miserable day. haha i love driving.. but not being with him driving... XD haha it's soooo stressing! LMSAO.. haha

Darn!! i've been eating Baskin Robbins like nobody's business!! >.< color="#ff0000" size="5">FAT!!!!!!!!!! FAT!! gah!! but i couldn't resists of the temptation of the calling of the Baskin Robbins!! lol so many "of the".. =p

SAY HOLA TO BASKIN ROBBINS!!

VERY BERRY STRAWBERRY!!!!

Today, went to Restaurant Pandan Seafood Village to discuss my parents' 25 years of Anniversary dinner. huhu my mom is really excited about it.. haha my dad cam selamba je.. because he's the 1 paying. LOL!! haha Guys, bear with us.. we Ladies loves spending all ur money.. *spending all ur money on me* +D wahahaa... and when i was drinking the tea, LOL LMSAO!! guess what i saw?!! the same cup where me and my family always laugh at!! XD wahahahaha!! if u would get what does it mean. but kinda .. haha no words could be placed to express the pictures.. If u don't get it, ask around.. or nvm about it.!! Lol!! but it'sss sooooo funny.. XD

New Life.!!

2009-04-07T20:22:00.002+08:00

not much to blog about today.. but was quite happy though.. haha

In business club, we have to sit in a team.. heh thanks to See Yau.. don't know how he made me laugh non-stop til i actually cried a lil.. lmsao.. haha He & his Britney Spears jokes. lol i thought i wouldn't laugh today or maybe fake laughter.. but he managed to do it without even knowing my situation.. =) one thing i can say, I LOVE my group! they're just soooo nice people!! ^^ I don't think i'll ever regret knowing them.. heh..

Anyways,i'm moving on with my life now.. =) cz i choose my friends 1st. =D i'm sick of all those dilly dally stuffs. =) so .. wish me all the best! ^^ huhu

DEVASTATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-06T20:56:00.002+08:00

Is it true? Through ur actions, you've "blurmarised" me.. ~~~~

Here came this Morning.. ahhh.. had that tringgling feeling that something is wrong,but everything seemed .. fine ? AT FIRST!

Bumped into my best buddy,Vic today! lollie.. huhu it's just so weird.. we're buddies,but we didn't even know we're in the same monorail.. XD was in the monorail & i just took a glance to the right & someone caught my eye. "hey.. That girl look familiar.." & to think that we didn't meet each other for quite sometime, & i still could recognise her from the back! wahaha.. Psychic.. =P I wasn't sure but i HAD that "sisters" feeling that she's the one. "Ah!! Message her to be safe.. hehehehehe..."

" Vic? R u in monorail??"

Was observing her as well. She faced her back at me the whole time,didn't realise I was there as well.. But we were at one end to another.. So near yet so far.. =.=" she was into her songs.. listening n listening.. then she looked down (assuming that she's searching her hp n reads my msg.. ) then she turned back!! ^^ AFFIRMATIVE! yay! it's her! haha but we couldn't chat.. ='( my station was near already.. sob................................................. I MISH U VIC!!!

I saw something which i'm not suppose to see..... cz i know,it'll hurt me... ="( i saw what i saw...

I trusted u...

Still considering whether i should take up my friend's job of being *cough* model for PC Fair or not.. 300+ per daaayY!!! it's like money just flows in like that wei!! >.<>

aih... nvm la.. i'm sure there'll be another time! ^^

I know u might think i fell for another guy, which is not true! He's my close friend which i knew him since form 2. I have my limits of friends. & u PERHAPS know that. =s But i guess,there's a third party coming into the picture. It's up to u if u r strong enough to stand for the decision that u've made. I've made mine. Have u? =( If i could, i wouldn't want to give up. But if u choose another path that would not meet me in the other end of the journey,or i should say, go together, i'll respect ur decision. I don't want to force. Though it hurts me of leeting u go n watching u with her, there's nothing i could do, but to wish u happiness. n i know i'm kinda direct talking to u right now if u read, but . i just had to let it out..

=( sowie.. i don't know what else to do when i saw what i saw. u might realise that i've avoided u today & last week. It was because i want to run away than to face the reality that there's another third party u're with.

Sunday.. A tiring day? sorta.. =D

2009-04-05T15:38:00.007+08:00

Shakespear..~>

instead of tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow,
it's Today Today Today..............................................................

Woke up half dead this morn. don't know why. don't feel like doing anything but sleep sleep and SLEEP!!! heh i think it's something called "STRESS & EXHAUSTED". =D
next Tuesday!! Moral Test.. =.=" aihhhzzz... see whether i'll still be around standing or dead already or not.. =p Monday,that is tomorrow.. Business Studies Quiz.. >.<

~~On mY wAy T0 ChuRch~~

FACE THE FACT! I'm 1 of the CAMWHORERS too!! =#

SNAP!!

Oh! Today,as usual, we had our dance practice again. heh It was quite tiring though. So when Ju Yi & I was practicing alone, we just move our hands n not much of our body.. like the selamba type.. lolzz!! I mish hanging out with her.. she's a fun fun fun girl.. hehe when i'm with her, i'll go hyper. haha like just now during service also i went hyper till she also beh tahan liao.. =P sowie Ju Yi!! heh

Not to forget...

Eunice and Abigail was at their song AGAIN! dunno what "nobody nobody but you" n then the clapping hand thing. haha some others got agitated. lol!! and now that song couldn't get out of my head alrdy.. huhu but to me,they look cute la doing that. =) not many friends rmbrs steps that they could do it together-gether.. huhuhu~~~

Bored+tiring+waiting+cooling down=RANDOMNESS...

Anyways! ALMOST forgot to add this also..

haha i think i had to agree on Boon Aun.. *ahem* only THIS TIME. keke that i have to live on veges only for this whole week!! cz at the end of our dance,where we had to POSE!! lol Noel & Boon Hoe had to carry me up! wahaha so.. in order to save their backbones and MIGHTY hands, i had to *slim* down.. LOL! which,it is true! i've got to slim down.. GOSH!! FAT FAT FAT!! >.<

BEHOLD!! I PRESENT U THE TEMPTING DELICIOUS nyam nyam AISU KURIMU!!!

THE END..... keke <3

Today & couple of days ago... =)

2009-04-01T20:14:00.021+08:00

Let me start with... Saturday!! ^^ It's Treasure Hunt day.. huhu got excited over everything ....... HOWEVER... I was ALMOST late for my cheerleading! >.<" It wasn't my fault! =.=" thanks to the train.. I've waited for atleast 25mins after knowing I was already late!! aiks.. I almost burst into tears in the train. hehe but i hold it back. =D So yeah.. ATLEAST i got there in time and I ran all the way from Monorail to the Canteen non-stop. huhu quite tiring though. So,when it was our turn to perform.. All of us,(wait.. as i know, atleast ME ) was numbed!! My whole body numbed!! Imagine if u are standing infront of what 800 peoples??!!! >.< & the floor was soaking WET!!! =.= aih.. but Thank God everything turned out well.. =) We managed to take some pics too!! snap snap SNAP!! ^^

Go,Fight,Win! =P

yeaps.. after all the hardwork practices!! ^^

~GROUP PHOTO!! ALL MY BESTIES!! including Amanda which is obviously not in the pic.. haiz.. "so sad"~
TOGETHER-NESS

Everybody have a partner for Treasure Hunt.. Sadly,I don't. sobb!! But it's okay la.. Amanda has her reasons. haha it better be!! or i'll kill u!! XP huhu Oh! I found out that 1 of the blind participant is from Sabah as well! Habis berkurapak la that time.. huhu but it's fun knowing her. =) After all the Treasure Hunt thing.. Mei Cheen,Vanessa,Samuel,Ern Wei,Me n few others hanged out at Times Square.. But then the boys do their stuffs which is... at Cyber Cafe.. >.<>

The next day.... SUNDAY!! ^^

i'm speechless... so...

erm.. it's better that i let the pictures do the talking for me.. n LYAO! =D

as you could see here.. From the left: Adam (my sai lou=pretty boy) & Jonathan. =D

*that's my handbag btw!*

Joanne Foong & me... n also..... the out of nowhere appeared from behind.. VICKY!! XP

Monday Monday..?? PS:I know it kinda seemed like I'm blogging alot of days in 1 blog.. huhu bear with me k.. It's been ages since i LAST blog..

erm.. me got my MAGIC ICE at Desa Setapak alone while waiting for my parents.. huhu my favourite flavour.. = PLUM! ^^

couldn't really recall what's on monday though. sowie.. =.="

Tuesday Tuesday!! The MOST MEMORABLE DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I kicked some1's butt in arcade! xD yay!!! wahahahhaa!!! Played Daytona and another game which i forgot the name.. lol and ..... wahahaha I WON!!! n Tristan LOSE!!!!!!!!!!! XP wahahaha fun fun fun!! ^^ oh yeah.. Our moral class dismissed quite early and NO ECONS class that day! so.. Vanessa,Amanda & I went lepaking at TS. =D hehe naughty naughty! shhh!! =P and we saw LOTS of our friends going to TS. & we were wondering "why so many people going TS?". so I talked to them asking why suddly so many of them going TS,and they were excitedly telling me they're going for Baskin Robbins. so 3 of us,still clueless.. WHY??? cz it's like 1 whole big group going!! When we got there,alot of people were Q-ing up. Then we realised! OH!! It's 31st!! BR got 31%!! wahaha and we eventually bought also.. =D huhu

ARCADE TIME!!

COLLEGE'S LIFE

this is during the boredness of the bereconomicsing of the classy.. huhu

as you could ALSO see here *unless u r blind* the 21st Century of Jane Eyre..

Joanne,1 of my besties,getting a hold on Jane Eyre & copying her style. =P
& this is before Moral class starts.. say rawr!! =O

Yesterday,I helped out in CF Easter CrossRoads event. My job was "chasing" people away from the room.. but put it in a nice word.. it's called "urshering". =p huhu

At night, went visiting at my Aunt's place. =) new born baby!! ^^ huhu

~ Shane Dalyna Akbar Tay~ angugu cha! =P
then.. we go jalan-jalan cari makan!! ^^ atlast, jumpa STEAMBOAT!! huhu then .. we.. the SS camwhore queensss... memang la! have to take pics punya.. =3

<3

Beautiful Flower for my Beautiful Aunty

As for Today!! Caryn,Kuan Yu & I went to SPCA to do out community service.. There's this cranky old lady.. LOVES to mumble n rumble about EVERYTHING! EVERYTHING seems wrong to her. Must though let her do everything only.. >.< color="#ff6600">"If u don't demonstrate,how do we know how to do??!" LMSAO!! dai sei her!! Whatever lur.. atleast i got to play with those puppies! lots of puppies today!! ^^ yay!!

PS:sowie.. couldn't really recall what happened last few days..

Speechless.... >.< Is it a yes or a no? lol

2009-03-21T20:57:00.004+08:00

Today got kids carnival! At my college combining with MGS. Had to be there at what time?? SEVEN am!! (u have to be joking! when Mr. Michael informed us. =.= I need sleep!!) >.< HECTIC!! goshhh.......... Study for exam,Classes,Driving classes,Dance practices,cheerleading,piano class, etc etc..

Anyway.. Back to the Carnival!! ^^ I'm glad that I could see the joy of happiness on their faces! Those underpriviledge children,thank God there's wonderful people that He created to bless those kids. ^^ huhu They're quite friendly too! heh Mingalaba! =) It was nothing much to do in Management Group,so i leisure my time with Mei Cheen=MC=Mariah Carey XD ,Sandy,Joanne & Amanda. huhuhuuhu... &&&& Nicholas redeemed for me a hp hanger!! ^^ huhu thx!! =D Really love today!! huhu

So,after the Carnival,me played basketball with Tze Lin,Mei Cheen,Tanuja,Dan & few others. =) primary school days was the last time I ever touched the ball.. huhu but i really did enjoyed! Though I can't shoot properly YET! hehe n n n I hurt my middle finger n my fourth finger! >.<>bleed!!!!!!! huhu though it hurts like crazy! heh& MC gave me 2 winnie the poohs! 1 wear blue shirt,the other wear pink shirt,so that means, girl & boy! heh Then there's a story that I made up but.... it's between me & Mei Cheen only.. haha she's soooo good! ^^ cz she love me n pity my finger!! haha i love u too MC!! =D Had alot of fun in carnival.. heh OH! FOrgot to say that when I was incharged of the Registration Counter..... GOSH!!! >.< I got 29 bites on my legs!! n 1 bite on my hand.. =.= sob!!!!!!!!!!!! I had mosquitoes war just now! lol Those people there too had their wars. XD MOSQUITO WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After the Carnival,MC & I went to KL central to lepak-the-king. huhu we ate corn in cup,& ice cream while exploring the place. haha she was sooo blurr just now! We passed by 2 Secret Recipe shops & she thought we only passed by 1. haha blur case.. =D But really had fun with her. huhu oh yeah! forgot to mentioned that she LOVES hitting my cap! >.<>> Take off my cap,comb my hair,then put it back on<<~~ everytime she hits my cap,i had to do that.. lol funny youuu... =) hehe really Really REALLY had fun today!! ^^ huhu

It's all about ....... TODAY!! ^^

2009-03-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

lol went makan-ing with my darlings ... Andrea,Joanne,Amanda & Daniel. *all my friends k? im not les. XD* Anyway! We went makan-ing!! n before that!! They dumped me!! Dumped me alone!! They asked me to wait for Dan alone.. >.< soooobbb.. nehminds! humph!

So.. chit-chat non-stop.. but i agree n admit,i was quiet that time.. QUIET!! Believe it?? I can't too! XD huhuhu Pity Andrea that she have to "live" on white bread n Green Tea only.. lolx Then we tempted her by eating nicey solid food infront of her.. & me.. as Andrea said : "u're a very great friend sarah! what a great friend i have" XD i kept poking the roasted chicken skin on my plate with my fork which she WILL eat it when she can! XD huhuhu.. see her face with craving of delicious delicacies,makes me burst my lungs out.. lol.

Later then...

I went out for lunch again! With Tristan.. & his friend! XD see!! Happy now Tris?? I mentioned ur name only! XD roflmao! It was frigging HAWT!! & don't know HOW ON EARTH he could survive in that thick Jacket of his! He wore it the whole time! >.<> "hawt hawt hawt... hawt hawt hawt... *fanning myself with my hand* hawt hawt hawt". lol yesh.. they makan-ing...but me no no makan-ing.. XP diet! heh no la.. as i mentioned just now,i had my lunch with my darlings.. at the same kopitiam! =D huhuhuhu... soo.... we talked n talked n talked n talked. okay.. here,I'm talkative.. not quiet anymore.. keke After lunch,we went to 7E! yay!! Grab my favourite SLurrrrrrrrrrpee that i craved for! & a sweet that Tris owed me!! ^^ it took u sooo long to get me 1!! huhu yesh.. while drinking & walking.. (Jalan-Jalan sambil minum slurrrpee).

There's a car passing by.......... & Tristan didn't save me! Usually,people's fast nerve reaction is .. PULL PEOPLE IN TO A SAFER PLACE, but.. Tristan's way of "saving" is.. "CAR CAR CAR!!!!!!!!!".

..............

i'm like what the.... =.= my ear drums k! lol anyway..

THANK U TRISTAN!

XD (in a sarcastic way) wahaha just kidding k? huhu Pity Andrea that she had to go home early n missed out classes cz she had her tummy achy again.. aww.. hope u're okay! =) huhu Went home alil late to help out the CF upcoming event.. CROSSROADS ^^ be there k! huhu

Today Today(18/3/2008)!! =B

2009-03-18T20:17:00.004+08:00

Today Today!! ^^ Woke up not soooo early this morn cz slept late at 2am. wahaha yesh.. so I was darn tired! Practically Exhausted u could say! ~.~ Got up,feeling lazy to walk,but pull myself up.. sobb!! how i wish today is Sunday!! >.< so i can release my stress n dance again! ^^

SO...

When I was on my way to college,which is already counted slightly tiny lil late.. huhu then my gastric pain came to pay a visit! =.=" ARRRGGGHH!! The pain is killing me!! & the queue of the monorail ticketing machine,GOSH......... I felt like "when r they gona move faster?? slow like turtle!! no no.. turtle are FASTER!!". Kept complaining n complaining deep inside my thoughts.

My friend said I was emo today.. lol which i *okay.. let's be bimbo!* like TOTALLY agree! like duhh.. XD huhuu...~~ Listened to my Fav song the WHOLE DAY!! ^^

Ryan Cabrera-True.

I wont talk
I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think

I dont look
But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afraid to move

Im weak

Its true

Im just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go

ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true

So I will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life I've waited

This is true

~How i wish someone would sing this for me!! >.<

Anyway... During Bussiness Studies,Feeling Bored? Yes,we were! >.< this =".="">

In reply to her... my piece of art was ........
heh & Caryn was pretty hyper that time as well.. XD she kept laughing when Ms Lee teached about "massage the account". haha But i'm happy that she's hyper.. XD found someone like me.. lol
hmm.. nothing particular about yesterday... just a normal day.. =) huhuhu...

Orientation Camp 2009! ^^

2009-03-08T22:40:00.006+08:00
Wondering if March's orientation camp was fun?? =) yes it is! hehe but sorry! forgotten to snap pictures.. >.<>

Nyway,1st day at camp, (as usual...) boring.. don't know what to do.. don't know what's next kinda thing. Setting up the tent by ourselves! Girls' power! yay! ^^ huhu bear in mind that it was raining.. *imagining it again* & wet.. & we almost didn't have a tent for ourselves! >.<> Someone ****** promised to help me to set up the tent for Dorothy & I thought would be just us two.. BUT.......?? huhu nevermind. =) i don't blame u.. keke I understand! ^^ & u went searching for my skittles and eventually bought for me.. aww.. thank u!! =D by doin that,i forgive u! At night,we had our No Apologies talk. Me & my gfs just kept burst out laughing for everything.! yeah.. EVERYTHING.. can't blame me for being hyper.. =D it's all about the skittles sugar rush! XD there's 2 ladies in the video clips are also called Sarah. Lots of my friends kept looking & teasing me saying I was "naughty". lol ABSTINENCE friends! I HAVE ABSTINENCE! XD

Later then..

We went for Night walk!! =D my very first experience though.. hehe It was quite scarrryyyy... but with the comfort and the feeling of security I have from Amanda,Mei Cheen,Daniel,and my cousin sis,Sandy, I braved my heart to the very end and with the nikey's motto or whatever, "JUST DO IT". There I went! =)

While we're on the way....... we were entertained by Brian Aaron. =) He's a funny guy.. Random jokes.. but funny.. X) People were shinning their torchlights to the back,(why on earth would they want to do that?? >.<) to left,to the right,up,n down.. Basically EVERYWHERE! In my heart <3 ,was like "please don't let me see any supernatural n abnormal thing! i want to live peacefully!". Thank God I didn't. =) I knew His protecting my eyes.

WHILE we were chit chatting,which we weren't suppose to make noise,nor call each others' names.. keke i just closed my palm.. n SUDDENLY..........

i felt this crawling,slimy,squeezable,little creature on my hand! Straight away a picture of leech came into my mind. The first name i called was Amanda.. lol! Though she freaked out too.. lol! Luckily Daniel was there.. With the "calm-ness" that he,Amanda,n Mei Cheen gave,i calmed alil but still freaking out.. XD thanks u guys.. =D n thanks to DD! X) love youss.. We managed to get back to tent safely.. ^^

2nd Day..

we were supposedly going for Stream Trotting. But they expected a big rain there so it was canceled. sob! Mr. Michael said : "safety first". Instead,we did small stream trotting opposite the dining hall. huhu It was quite fun though. :) managed to shower and do girls stuff that is ~~TALK~~ hehe Later then,HEAVY rain came pouring down! so we just played cards with Ruth,Jun Ern ( if i spelled ur name correctly! >.<)Daniel n me! before that was with Anthony! huhu brought 1 BIG pack of Cheezels,the next minute ? GONE! HABIS! FINISH! Boh liao! Lol nvm! sharing is caring.. =) was meant to be shared as well. heh at night,was the night! Presentation time.. huhu My group was doing Dark Knight,setting:chicken farm and CHaracter: Indiana Jones.. Guess what was my role? Dark Chic.. >.< me="Dark" ashley="chickens." brian="The" reyhan="Indian." xiang="Ah" hui="Jones." hou="bapak">

However,I was stressed about something ..... but i try to act nothing happen infront of others. Only those who r close to me,saw n knew what happened. Anyway! Glad i'm okay now cz i got a confirmation that it was just a false alarm. =D huhu praise God.. But my gastric pain strikes me again.. >.<>

3rd Day..

We had games early morning.. All of us got wet.. but it's fun! X) it's all about teambuilding and teamwork! Together as 1,we will achieve our goals. but in this case,though we didn't win anything,i'm still proud of my group! =) In my heart,we won the 1st prize. huhu Then we had photo session! ^^ though it's blurrrr n tiny!! Orientation Camp 6-8th March 2009 @ Tapah Sufes Campsite

hehe.. On our way back home,Anthony showed Magic tricks with my cards. huhu quite fun! ^^ everything fun fun! huhu Brian,with his Creative Artistic hands,put toothpaste on people who's sleeping! I Present u :Brian's piece of Art!

HIS PIECE OF ART! =)

Anyway,i'm kinda happy and beginning to miss that camp. =) I realised that there's where and that's when u built a rapport & drew closer to evryone. A Getting-to-know each other. Nice people u could find there! ^^ Hope to have another camp! But this time,it's chalets! >.< & beds! & Pillows! & blankets! & "safe n secured" shelter!

My Dearest Grandpa <3

2009-03-04T18:21:00.005+08:00

Days passed.. Weeks.. followed by Months.. Nothing like the same knowing that you're not here.. Though i'm not SO close to you,but i still miss u. Though u r happily in bed,the fact that you're gone,i still can't handle it.

28th of October,is the memorable date of all. Few days before SPM. When I lost my wonderful humble grandpa, it's nothing like the same. Everything's changed. Almost atleast. A few weeks before 28th,he was admitted in the Hospital in my hometown,Kota Kinabalu,Sabah. Due to heart attack and some difficulties. Which I'm not sure (until now) because I'm not informed well for my relatives were concerned about me being distracted for SPM. My whole family flew back to KK to pay him a visit & to keep him company & to take care of him. Everyday,Every single day we went to the hospital. Even now I could still see every nook & corner of the hospital playing in my mind.
Seeing him on the sickbed,helplessly,just stabs my heart for there's NOTHING,nothing I could do but pray,With tubes all around him,watching the nurse takes his blood,finding through his vein,just couldn't find it easily. With him moaning in pain with a tube in his throat thus,he couldn't speak,nor make sound that well. With any discomfort,he couldn't really tell. He couldn't move much as well. His kidney,heart,everything is failing. What we only hope that time,was just the miracle of God. He really hates hospital. Infact,he fears of it. He's been admitting to the hospital on n off due to his health problems.
Actually,his conditions were getting worse day by day. Doctors gave up their hopes. But we still carry on,praying & believed that he'll be saved. I didn't know about the doctors gave their hopes up til the day arrived. I knew nothing much that time. AS I was with my cousin outside the sickroom,watching as the nurse cleaning up the room next door where the patient checked out healthily. My cousin hugged me & said "I wish Gong Gong checking out healthily also." I wished. But God said it's his time.
Few days later,i had to fly back to KL because i still have classes going on & SPM. So whatever information,it's all through calls to KK. On the 28th of Oct, at 3am, my house phone rang. Was feeling too tired,I couldn't get up. Finally,I pushed myself up,opened the door,& saw my dad was on the phone. Saw my parents' master bedroom door was opened,so i went & peaked. My mom was on the phone too. I was hearing her talking.. but wasn't listening.. Then my dad came up to me as i was leaning on the door,listening blankly.. he said "your grandpa has passed away." There I stood,stiffly,stiff as a rock. Honestly speaking,i didn't know what was I feeling that time. My dad just pulled me into his arm n hugged me.
I went to my room later then. Received a call from my cousin. I still couldn't believe it. I kept questioning my cousin. "is it true? is it true? what i just heard,is it true??". That's the point when my realisation came,that my grandpa,my wonderful grandpa,had passed away.
Gong,i'm so sorry for not kissing u when i have the time n chance to do that. For not saying "I love you" for the last time. I could barely do that. I don't have the courage to do that. I'm sorry. When I heard ur condition was getting worse,I don't have the guts to say that. It was too painful to do that. Because I want to tell u that when u discharge healthily out of the hospital with a kiss on your forehead and a warmth hug from me to u. I still could hear you calling Clyde (my late dog),whenever I enter the market,especially fish section,it breaks my heart because it reminds me of you. (my grandpa was a fishmonger). It reminds me of you that I wanted to tear but I try my best to hold it back. I don't want u to see me sad. Because u r happy up there right now. I just couldn't help it. I miss u badly.
I know I didn't have time spent much with u when u were lying on the bed in the hospital,suffering. I've actually planned to fly back to KK right after SPM. To visit u,to love u more,to cherish u when i have the time to. But I guess it's too late. It's okay,it's better than seeing u continue to suffer,physically n emotionally. But u r safe now,Gong. U r safe in God's hands.
Reading my bro's blog,I could tell he misses u alot too,Gong. He does. He remembers how he would think that you were the strongest of all,when u convinced him by saying "Gong Gong kuat,boleh angkat lori macam Malik Noor.". He remembers when u were proud of all your grandchildren like no others. You were so proud of us,u kept each of our photos & showed to your friends how much u were proud of us by showing them our photos. Especially my bro in Kadet uniform.
I could still feel the cold bare hands of yours in my fingertips. I long to see you,Gong. I miss you. I long to see you again. To feel the warmth of ur hug. No matter what people says,i might be cheesy,might be corny,might be childish,i don't care. I just want to be in ur arms again. Til then Gong. See you in Heaven. =') Gong,I love you.

today today! ^^

2009-02-27T22:06:00.001+08:00

Life's starts as a a zygote begins as a fertilized egg (ovum), and contains all of the genetic information (DNA) necessary to become a baby; half of that information is from the mother’s egg and half from the father’s sperm that has fertilized the egg. The organism in the zygote stage of life travels down the fallopian tube, while dividing to form a larger group of cells. This cell division is mitotic, and is known as "cleavage". After this life stage the organism goes through the life stages of an embryo, and a fetus. A human zygote exists for about four days, and becomes a blastocyst on the fifth day. Anyway,enough of the beginning of life. ^^ So that's how we started. huhu

Today's kinda tired. Especially with the "supporting" i got from Ferns. =.= but it's okay. he's teaching me in a way that i have to be stronger n not to be drowned by his words. =) I still miss OB night. It was a blast. Danced with my dearies. Andrea,Joanne,Amanda,Caryn,Sarah Cham,Esther,Su Yin,Daniel,See Yau,Mark n so so.. huhu Honestly,i'm kinda clueless on what to write here today. cz there's nothing much to talk about today. huhu sowie.. erm. let me just fill up the space with pictures from OB night k? ^^

Andrea & I -in Pavilion ladies'

Besties!! ^^
Vanessa Lum.
us.... ^^ where there are happiness,there we'll be. =)
Joanne dearie,ANdrea dearie.. n the rest are also my dearie! huhu!!
my sweet bestie! vivi! huhu <3

Me,Vivi,Wei Ling,Nicole.

& not forgetting.. Daniel! huhu..

There are more pics to come.. ^^ not to worry.. huhu